Sleeplessness

This house has killed all my creativity. It's been 7 months. Astrology isn't helping, nor dreams. Is it because I stopped doing yoga for a long time? How do I feng shui my brain? I know how to apply it to my heart, I did it before; and my heart doesn't need feng shui anymore. It needs love instead of technique and tactics. There's strategy and contrast in everything. But I don't believe in a bipolar contrast, thus the strategies I'm dealing with have drastic boundaries. Is writing all word-plays and speaking fore-plays for me? Is having a wall around me and keep quiet better than making my self look cheap and talk rubbish? I'm not good at waiting. I have to find it, channel it.

Happiness comes naturally/eventually why doesn't love/creativity?